1 week ago for day 259, 2020 with 226 words.

No plan plans

I have the next four days off because my Saturday shift has been moved to October. I don't have any plans other than Pandi getting a booster vaccine on Thursday and all this free time seems a little overwhelming. There are so many things I would like to do but I also know I cant do all of them. Or, I guess I could but then I'd have to cram it all into the four days and that would feel more like work than fun.

But I know I want to at least go swimming once, spend some time reading a book and a comic, play Animal Crossing, and watch at least one of the movies on my Netflix watchlist or an episode or two of a TV show. I should probably also look at job postings and find at least one to apply for.
I think that's my absolute minimun list.

I feel like I have to do my days off in chaos. I live in constant chaos. Not the life-changing kind but the stuff that disrupts the normal way I would live, relax and recharge. I need to find my way of calm in this chaos. Also, I'm experiencing intense derealization these days so I need to do everything through a fog of unrealness (which is totally a symptom of my situation).

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By Kirstine Granzow Larsen

I recently got a Master's degree in IT Product Design and I'm currently looking for my first job! ✨

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